A Question of purpose
Everyday, I think about why I was born into this world and what I'm supposed to do to make a difference to people around me. Most times, I wonder why I have to make a difference. I feel so down whenever I see someone who has a clear goal in life, a set path. I feel so emotional and undriven, and then i tell myself 'just take one thing at a time, day by day.' but I usually end up procrastinating and at square one again. I wonder what it feels like to want something, so bad you can't wait for the next day to begin so you get one step closer to what you're dreaming of. It feels like I'm just walking around the earth watching and watching as everyone else goes by in life, while I'm stuck in one spot like a tree planted deep in the ground with no ability or effort to move until it is cut down so there's space for other trees to grow instead. What is this?